Scared out of my wits.

[notluad]

This is kinda a long post but is the absolute truth of an experince I had but can not shake. Well last night I went to stay at my mothers house just for dinner and catching up and after dinner and after a long conversation I went to go sleep in the guestroom.Then I fell asleep and hada experince that I don't kow wether to caal a dream, obe, or vision because the experince was "well i'll just call it a dream" well anyway the dream was me and my mom and brother went over to visit my aunts and uncles and at their house and there we got out a ouija board which by the way have just started using. well one of my uncles took the puija board out and asked a question and then all of a sudden "not to sound nasty" but the board grew an orange aura and shot out things that looked like sperm cells and just shot into certain people so everyone was like ok lets put the board away that was scary and they were screaming but I could tell only me which people had the sperm cell in them and those people were now demons and acted really weird but the regular people couldn't tell the difference but I could. So my body just started getting thought of ranom bible verses that deal with demons I believe the bible because I don't know of any pagan chants to get demons out because I havent found my God or Goddess or had the time to charge anything up or do a long ritual it was there and in the moment and had to act fast. I could tell some demons were stronger than others so I grabbed the first person who had the weakest demon in them and this guy I never knew I didn't think so at least but now that I think about did I know any of the demons in the dream because every else in the dream I knew in real life but these demons gave a feel like I have know them ever since I was born, well anyway I grabbed the first guy with a demon in him and started saying the bible verses and saying the hand of God and all this stuff and he started to scream and an orange  beast with just a face popped up and looked me straight in the eyes adn flew right back in the ouja board and the old man collapsed and fell unconscious. So then I wen to another guy who had a more powerful demon in him adn started saying the chants but noitced I was getting really really tired  and was thinking I might lose but I couldnt let the demon know this or he would win for sure so I stood up and just started screaming there  the prayer in his face adn I eventually won the battle and the demon left but I didnt see it leave but the orange glow left and a blue glow went in him and I knew that was God's spirit so I was very happy I won so now I was just sitting there adn I felt a a finger tap me on my shoulder blade and knew he was the most powerful demon in the house and just fell down adn sat there and he just kept sitting there and tapping me on the shoulder but I didn't turn around because I knew he would beat me so I sat there and said I gotta leave this place adn woke up but I alawys felt that finger tapping me and thought ohh thank God it was just a scary dream but and myy mom tapping me to tell me she fixed breakfast before I left but I woke up and no one was there adn I felt so cold and weak and even felt sick. And in this dream it had to be one of the most physical dreams ever Because everything felt so phyiscal. Some reasons for this happening are maybe I havent talked to my aunts and uncles in years for how they were, I've been using the ouija board lately, don't ask me why but I really have been wantiung some paranormal experince  and thought ohh I wouldn't be scared I can handle it . And a lot more reasons but i'm kinda in a stunned mood so when I calm down i'll post them adn ohh one more things some of the people who had demons in them once popped into clothes they wore in medevil times and some wore like knights armor I feel now that I should of been a lot more scared than I was but I felt like I had a weapon and I guess it was those bible verses. well anyways just please tell what you think about this experince and what should I do i'm already going to mediate on it later but i'm almost afraid to because of what i'll see or what will happen.

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[secretwiccian]

Mabye it means your scared to give up the Religion you were raised with.









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[notluad]

Good point I never really thought of it like that, that would answer why I would used bible verses.









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[Edon]

I have to agree with Secret. But it is normal the first few months to feel like that until you settle into the new religion. Especially if your family is of the Christian faith and do not like Wicca










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[chronic_wrkshp]

FYI, A ouji board is not normally used in wiccan practices unless its to contact the dead during certain months. I would suggest NEVER useing one unless you have really experienced people around you and a means to protect yourself.

If you are starting wicca, whatever you experience does not have to be "ghostly" in a mannor. Im guessing thats what you are looking for. Like "Hey, I wanna see a ghost so I can believe this stuff exsists"

I once were told by someone that I will pass on to everyone I know. Just because you dont see something, or dont believe in it, doesnt mean it does not exsist.

There are also other things out there, that are ALOT more powerful than you are, or ever could be. Something where they can put a finger on you, and destroy your soul. Not saying nothing bad would happen to them (KARMA) but... dont mettle in things you dont know what you are mettling with.

Retire the ouji board for your own safety. If you are interested in starting wicca, post in the wiccan forums. Or google and read up on it. Be patient... patience is key in wicca trust me. I needed to get ALOT of patience.

Hope this helps.

[notluad]

I'm not wiccan.

[Arwen Dune]

Don't use ouja boards.  They don't attract friendly spirits in general, they attract the more nasty ones because they feel your challenging their existence.  Using ouja boards is really dangerous I don't think people who think they have proper protection should even use them.  When my friend and I debated using one the less friendly spirits heard us and a bunch of them appeared at the window.  Sometimes nasty spirits will also pretend to be dead members of your family.  I don't suggest using ouja boards or anything like them that can be seen as challenging their existence.  Trust me if you believe in them and want to see them you will

[whitefox15]

I agree, ouji boards are not for the faint of heart. You have to have calm and control, proper protection, and seroius cleansing expereience. My freind is recently had trouble with a spirit that wanted a strip tease. When she wouldn't do it, the spirit said he would haunt her. He caused alot of problems.

Also, on the note of more powerful beings. If you do see one (you will know when it happens), do NOT let them touch you. If you have the power, fight (it wil come pretty naturally), if not, try to wake up.

Though it did tap you on your shoulder, you did not recognize it. These things usually need recognition before they do things to you. Like answering a door (which to this day I regret, because I will never get back that ignorance).

Blessed Be.

[Ardnaxela]

Sometimes nasty spirits will also pretend to be dead members of your family - Arwen Dune

this is very true and happens in our dreams aswell, so be very very careful. stay away from ouji boards!

Blessed be