My mother puts my son in a rocketship, and there's an albino boy in my bathtub??

[youknowme]

I just can't leave this dream alone. I had the most bizarre dream I've ever had...

I can't remember how it starts... But what I remember is that I went outside (i think i went for a walk or something) and somehow my neighborhood was my old subdivision I haven't lived in since 2005. Anyway, the house on a culdesac (caldesac?) down the way from me had a rocket ship. One of those really skinny ones that looked like a fat missile I guess. Anyway, I climbed up the ladder and saw my infant son was wrapped in a baby blue blanket INSIDE. I freaked out! But for some reason, I didn't take him out of there. Instead I ran back to my apartment (although looked like my old house) and saw that my son and husband were on the couch (although I didn't pay any mind to this... Nor did i wonder why or how he got there), and I went straight to my kitchen where my mom was (randomly.. she's never over). I screamed at her cause i knew she was the one that put my son in there... and I'm yelling and rant and raving, and she's just staring at me with empty and emotionless eyes... She almost looks like she's not even listening! And I ask her "what on earth is wrong with you!?" and she changed into my husband (she didn't morph... its like i blinked and she changed) and my husband grabs a big kitchen knife and slices from the corner of his mouth to the other one.......... Im freaking out at this point. I think i took the knife, and i have no clue what happened to it afterward. So I decide for some reason that I need to go to the bathroom... I look in my bathtub to the right, and there's an albino boy in my tub. He looks like he's of african american decent but albino obbiously from his hair and skin pigment. And I ask him what he's doing in here and he says with a shrug "i dont know... your mom just told me to come in here". So i pull the curtain on the left, and see my husband bathing my son in there!

I can't remember much after that, but its so nuts, that even I know that i'm dreaming. I go into a crouching/squatting position, cover my ears and eyes, and im crying. I keep saying "Wake up wake up wake up wake up" so frantically.......

I was able to pull myself out of this and wake up, but i felt super drunk-like. I pounded on the wall to get my husband to come get me and he said I was screaming...

I don't drink... I don't do drugs. I haven't done anything out of the ordinary. I wake up, take care of my son, play some castleville on facebook, and cook and clean. Normal stuff! I haven't been stressed as of late... My husband treated me to 2 days of valentines day activities, and last night he rubbed my feet with some vanilla and lavendar sugar scrub we bought from Bath and Body works. SO I'm far from stressed. And if anything, I just finally got my license out of suspension as of the day before yesterday, and today I ordered my new license and its due to come tomorrow. I'll probably be getting a new car this weekend (if not next week)... So nothing bad is going on as of now.

Does anyone know what any of this could mean? I tried to decipher it myself, but I couldn't find anything about albino humans... Just albino snakes. And i've never even studied dream interpretation...

I'm hoping someone can at least point me in the right direction. I just feel like this has some sort of meaning to it, but I have no idea what.

Thanks in advance!

[ferox1012]

Good evening dear woman[smile].
Wow,...throw in some monsters, have it be in my home town, and that could have easily been one of MY dreams[smile].
I do not drink or smoke or ingest anything remotely like drugs either.....but.........I'm not so sure about the not being crazy part, so .
Sometimes a weird dream is naught more than a weird dream, no interpretation necessary, so please don't trouble yourself too much if you discover that you can't make any sense out of it dear lady. Last night I had a dream that was so terrifying and gross that I do believe that if I tried sharing all the details of it here that I would be scolded by more than a few people for being too creepy for a forum that contains teenagers/children, but in the end, it was still nothing more than a random, crazy, dream with no more personal significance/importance for me than Wedding Vows seem to have for Newt Gingrich.
That said, it sounds like your mother had quite a bit of weight to throw around in that dream eh[smile]? Do you suppose that that may have some significance for you?

[youknowme]

Well I'm not one to run to an interpretation after every dream... But i guess i felt like this was just THAT out there, that maybe it could have some sort of meaning to it? I'm not sure. lol.

And you know, me and my mother have the WORST relationship.  (I know i'm not the only one on the planet with that mother/daughter relationship though). So I'm not sure if that means anything, but it would make sense. My mom has borderline personality disorder, but she's never done something nuts like what's in my dream, lol. Thank goodness.

[ferox1012]

Yes? Well, I hear that those skinny, missile-looking rocket ships are awful hard for the average citizen to come by as well, so.... you can probably rest easier knowing that, too.
Hopefully someone else reading will have some more to add that you will find helpful.

[Kaleesie]

First off, I think what Ferox said about sometimes dreams are just your subconscious playing, no meaning. (but Freud would love this one!) I suspect your husband always (except in the rocket) was holding, taking care of baby, which, looking at whole pic, seems to me like you put more trust in him than you ever do her.
The knife thing has me thrown,though.

Oh, I relive the most hainest memories in my dreams (when I sleep).
Dreams of my his and beating me, rapes, my brother, .. No wonder my mind is 1 step away from insanity.

Hope ive helped.

Blessings
Kaleesie

[youknowme]

Its incredible what the subconscious can come up with! xD

And even though my husband has aspergers among other things, I honestly feel like i'd trust him over her sometimes... But then again, I know my mom wouldn't be as negligent as my husband can be... So its a toss up, lol.

The knife thing had me thrown as well!!! I'm sure more than 80% of the members here have had more gruesome dreams or visions than what i've described, but coming from someone who does NOT have those sort of dreams normally, its actually really scary to see and replay in my head. >.< My subconscious doesn't like me or something. LOL