Spirit Guide Issues...

[darkestday95]

I've attempted to meet my spirit guide many times, twice in guided meditation, and then a few other times by myself. I think it may have been the location of where I did it, though...

The first time I attempted, I'm pretty sure I felt it. (I couldn't see it but I did feel it's energy...or something) what I know of it is it's a wolf. It's fur is very thick and white, and I think it may actually be albino, because it also has blue eyes. It's very beautiful, from what I can tell. I felt this at my father's house, which is a very peaceful place for me. I've had similar reactions to different meditations (mostly just to calm me down and help me sleep) there, but I haven't met my spirit guide except that once.

The other few times I tried to meet him/her again was at my mother's. I guess I should say that I feel as if it's warning me of the negative energy that is so obviously in that house, but I've never been able to contact my spirit guide there. Just a sense of retreat, as if my spirit guide doesn't want to show itself there.

Is the negative energy the reason as to why I can't contact my spirit guide at my mother's? Or is it me? Because honestly, I don't know.

[LupusStormDancer]

Go camping. Be close to it all, that should prove a whole lot easier for you. Also another way you can try to prove it's truely a wolf that seeks you out is go to the zoo if they have wolves that is. Observe them for a few hours see if you connect with them on some level (One of my favourite things to do in the whole wide world.) As for the issue of negativity at your mother's home, it is very possible I would suggest a cleansing. Although I'm pretty sure she wouldn't be ok with it from what you've told me previously.

[darkestday95]

I know for a fact it is, Lupus I have no doubt.

I know this because I have this little wolf statue, and I do connect with it slightly. If I touch it, it makes my arm feel all funny (funny good, not funny bad) and then the rest of my body. I believe this would qualify under a connection?

[LupusStormDancer]

Well.....To a certain extent every object holds power on a certain level so you could be responding to any risidual power stored in it from working magic or something around it. It's possible it is due to your connection to wolves, but you never know till you comfirm for sure. Like solid commfirmation of it.